No effing heels.

I have no shoes.

I wish to shoot her brains with some jelly beans. It's better than HER brain right now.

She's so unreasonable.

Oh WHY NOT let me go to the frigging farewell BAREFOOT?

I already have enough stress and shit to handle. WOW

I get blamed.

I just need a pair of SHOES.

Is that so HARD?

I'm not asking for a $100 or $1000 pair of shoe,right?!

I just need a simple representable pair of EFFING SHOES!

And Rick.

You don't have to talk so much.

Just shut the hell up.

You're just the worst brother EVER.

Why am I even born to this family.

I wish I was NEVER born.

Never.

I hate my life.

Grr.

I'm not asking for a pair of Cinderella glass slippers right?

I hate the person who invented shoes.

I hate the person who DOESN'T allow me to buy a pair of goddamn shoes.

I hate me! The person who NEEDS a pair of shoes right now.

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Don't chew what you can't swallow.

♥ J

Yesh, I told you I don't like it but you went anyways, though it's not your fault. Ha ha. Never mind ): PERKS.

Anyways, I munched on two subways and now? I'm extremely full!! I regret eating TWO. I'm terribly FAT now :P

You'd always be my thunder.

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Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the sountrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

Leave me alone.

Even cake wouldn't make me smile.

How does it feels when you did nothing and got blamed?

Oh, it sucks.

Anyways, let's blog my sadness away. Finding a reasonable thing to blog is hard so today? I'm just gonna blog trash out. You text me telling me that the froggie lunch box couldn't be found at 100 Yen, more unhappy added to my unhappy-ness. I had enough of stress. It really sucks.

I just wanted to shout :- 'You're insane! leave me alone!'

But I couldn't. I can't be unreasonable to you. I feel bad.

It's not even his problem. I know blogging out my depression isn't always the best idea but it helps to make me happy.

Not even cake, candy and food would cheer me up!

Boo.

Anywhoos, where are you when I need you? I'm just depressed. I wanna cry.

You make me wanna hit you.

No

I am not ABUSING YOU.

I'm just upset.

♥Cherio♥

Oh no! It's bronchitis !

Hello people : )

I went to the doctor today because I couldn't stand the wheezing and cough and the back pain anymore.

Guess what the doctor said?

My phlegm gotten into some breathing parts in me in cantonese it's called Hei Goon and if i jump around etc etc it'll go into my lungs, I'd get bronchitis.

What the hell right?

But I'm okay. And about my back? Oh the doc said it was just the muscles.

I had a bad day. Took some medicine and and and I just couldn't concentrate on anything. I felt so dizzy and blur i nearly fell asleep in ensemble. How frigging weird?!

Thats all I'm frigging dying. Nights.

Surprise :D

Oh we watched this lame movie in 3D

I'm driving!

I've always adored guys who knows how to surprise girls. Ha ha.

Anyways, I'm not complaining. I feel moody today.

I'm tired and restless. Having flu ( thanks to Carmen and Sze, they passed it to me and some of my friends ).

I'm unhappy that teacher changed our places in class.

I mean, I have to be separated with Hui Lim and my gang of girls whereas some of them gets to sit together! I complained to her but it seems as if she doesn't give a shit about how we ( we as in the class ) feels.

She's so mean.

And I HAVE to sit in the boys row.

And it's like the window side. Thanks, it's frigging hot and gah! Those guys! I'm not close or I don't really like them.

Rick kena-ed NS!

So this means I'm not going to see him for three whole months! I feel bad but I'm kinda happy. I even heard that my mom cried!

I'm unbelievable ain't I?

♥♥♥♥

Corrupt.

Give me 10 little big fingers!

Oh my god, how long was it?! Haha, wells I had a trip yesterday to PetroSains! We HAD FUN!!! Wells, the first thing we did on the bus was let down our hair! I mean our fringe and our plaits. I wore my baju kurung 'cuz it's comfy and wells, yeah. It was GREAT! We had a blast! Our seniors were having fun. They brought their phone and we brought it and wells. Had McD. Went crazy on the bus. Wells, I'm lazy to blog everything out so this is it (:

I blame him for everything that had ever happened. He caused all the pain i had to go through. And it was unfair for HIM. And me. I blamed all the shit on him. Oh whatever! I don't care now.

I gotta say, I'm being emotional. I'm being frigging aggresive. Boo.

Anyways, things are okay now. Yesh I know my frigging blog is frigging boring. What else should I blog about?? Hmm.

Nothing.

Exactly.

Life is unfair isn't it? You get what you wanted then you grab onto it and after awhile you'd get tired and bored of it and you throw it away. Just like that. And when someone picked it up and kept it. Love it. You'll feel mad. Regret, or maybe NOT. You'd try to get it back. Think of ways to get it back. And you fail. You fail to move on, get a new one and you go looking back for the old one. It's unfair.

I wish it would snow. I never touched snow before. Yesh, never. It sucks doesn't it? I never went anywhere before. Parents are too busy wells.

Bring me away?

live like we're dying.

This picture will freak you out. Muahahas!

I know it's been days since my last post and lately, I just don't seem to have the mood for blogging. Yeah, it sucks. So does. I feel dead. My life is dead. Alot of mojos just happened in life. My life. And it's like shit now. I feel awful. I just don't want to live.

No

I am not suiciding. That's disgusting.

Anyways yeah, I had some problems.

Poo, i know, everyone does.

But right now, I feel like i'm sinked down in the bottom of the earth.

It's like a hell hole right now.

I fell down AGAIN. Hurt my knee.

This time? Really on the road. Scrapped my knee and back got worst.

GEEZ.

I sound like an old woman bragging.

I fell right infront of the librarians.

WTF.

How embarrassing?

Anyways, I decided to wear baju kurung every Friday now. I made difference. I'm happy.

I've converted into a Malay.

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Keep Holding On - Avril Lavinge

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend,
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah!

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on...
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

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♥The fact that you love me for me♥

Championssss!

Guess what??

D'CONNECTIONS

got number one for Battle of the Bands!

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

yeah, neither could I. Well, it was hard to believe.

Anyways, HELLLLL, it was awesome! I had a blast and wells, yeah xD I made a new best friend. His name is Megat! I was just kidding, shhhhh!

Thanks, JW

Nothing much, working on my homework. I shall see you next week. Tata.

Battle of the Bands

D'CONNECTIONS

2010 Battle of the Bands!

GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS :D

Damn, have to wake up at 6 tomorrow. And it's a Saturday. BOO YOU!

Heaven can wait

NOM NOM, RAWR.!

It has been forever since I blogged.

So yeah, the week past like super slow and school's getting tougher each day

But with the help of my friend's support, I'm going through.

Not just my friends. HE helped me too. He did so much I just can't seem to say thank you.

Not in a million words. Not in a billion words. It's just un-expressable. I don't know if ther's such word but yeah, it is.

So today there's just this ceramah about appreciating life.

Thanks.

As if I don't have bad things in my life already!

Went to KFC with Synn and Jay again. But this time? With MORE people. We had fun but we had to eat fast and rush back to school. Yeah, we were ponteng-ing. But school food just gets like more disgusting.

I had a hyper time. Not so hyped out anymore now. I feel like the whole world's crushing down.

I'm insane.

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Just had dinner. Better off now :D Rick's asking for the modem