Dear, Lola.

I've given my diary a name. In case if you're wondering why, it's becuz I find it really boring writing to a book. So, I decided to give it a name.

Anyways, nothing was really good for me lately. In everything.. but I'm not here to rant about it.

It's been a week or so since I've really blogged. I had a really weird dream last night..

Its related to Heaven and Hell.. Which I'm trying not to offend it religiously, since it's just a dream.

I was walking at Mid Valley walking with a friend to Gardens. I was at the bridge, and a moment later there was a bright flash and everything turned to glass and I could see through them and there was a really nice garden outside. Everything was pure, white and clear but there was a dark aura around everyone. There was people.. but they were sad. Well, most of them.. then there was this person who greeted me by the escalator, I don't remember if it was a he or a she but that person greeted me and told me this is Heaven's hell.. I know it is weird but there was some creepy aura about that person. And in my dream I had a boyfriend. I had two, actually. They were friends.. I don't know why that happened but yeah, so I was with a guy and he treated me well, but I missed the other guy for some reason but at that moment he started hugging me and touching me. I pushed him away and just ran away screaming I wanted to leave.. And so I kept running and running till a point I stopped and I woke up..

Knowing what a stupid dream I just wanted to knock myself up and just bleed. I was emotional about what has happened to me. I can't blog it out but to all my close friends who's reading this, if you don't know, ask me.

I've been thinking alot too.. I've been wondering if I should take a move on the choices I have.

I need to think..

..

I feel emo.

WHY.

Etc.

If a person ever stabs you in the heart,

LICK THEIR FACE.

Yesh, I wanna stab you.

Epicness

Ann and I.

I gotta admit, IR was pretty dead but yet it was fun. I mean yeah :P Atleast the people I knew had fun.

Look at us, macam cheerios saja ;X

And this was a saved post since I couldn't blog that night.

I gotta say, this was an epicture

(get it? EPIC-PICTURE- it's a cool one word I made)

Welcome to the land of ALIENS.

(P.S Ignore my stoned face =.=, thanks ALOT Kylie!)

Talitha and I.

Yesh, I jealous of her Iphone4

Yesh yesh, LAUGH AT ME.

It's uberly funny. I know.

Suyin and I :)

LOL

My gay-ass friend Nicholas and Bryan and ANN :D

Yesh, I forgive your countless amount of ditching.

I love this epicture,too.

And here goes our nice shot :)

Yesh, bestie.

Gosh, Bryan :D You gay-nut

I love this EPICTURE! :D

It's me and my epic face, Nicholas and his Trophy-thingamajig obsession and Bryan's priceless face!

This is a perfect picture... TILL BRYAN FUCKING STOOD IN MY WAY.

DEM YOU BITCH! xD

This picture is uberly epic.Last but not lease, me and my winks :D

Look at Justin at the back and laugh xD

So, people may start rumors. Not just rumors- ABSURD RUMORS, and you'd probably be like thinking what the fuck did I ever do to them to start up something to pathetic?! I mean if you're so unsure of something why would you wanna say that out?

I'm dying for a new wallet. My wallet's just pure retarded. I've been eye-ing on this Hello Kitty one. :) It's precious!

Anyways, I'm webbing with a friend :) I'll blog later :)

Look :D

Jane's facebook

Lalala. :D There are awesome pictures out there! Today's IR was super amazing :) Thanks to Wesley Methodist for having us :)

Special thanks to Kylie, Talitha, Ann, Suyin, Sher Main, Nicholas, Bryan and afew more close friends which I don't wanna mention.

The sad thing, we have school tomorrow! Which is really sad. I mean it's Saturday! Rebecca Black gets to shove her little Friday and I have to go to school tomorrow. BOO that. Stupid Rebecca..

Nothing much.

Much loves :D

Don't be alittle girl.

To you, little special someone :D

You could be the Peanut and I could be the Jelly :)

I am Hungry.

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The post was saved and re-posted after 4 hours.

Sometimes big things comes bit by bit.

Be patient and your dream would come true :)

So , basically I did my project almost half a day.

And BOOM, I started re-tumblr-ing again :) I've been in office for the whole day and all I did was stone. STONE COLD.

Anyways, do you think projects are useless? Say 'I', I mean doing countless amounts of projects for PMR? Can't we just take the test and MOVE ON? Like hello? Wasting precious time on studying.

Just kidding. I dislike the fact that I have curly hair roots. Yesh , it's kinda hard to believe that I have curly hair when I was younger but as I grew older my hair became straighter but the roots're still wavy-ish curly.

People often mistakes me for malay, that is when I was younger. And to all the people who did. GO GET YOUR EYES CHECKED! :)

When I was younger, sugar was a treat for me. Yesh, sugar sugar. Me and my brother would take packets of sugar and pour into our mouths and taste the sweetness of it and the goodness of it while dissolving. Ofcourse that put us into trouble. If grandma or anyone catches us doing that we'd receive tons of scoldings. We were kids, and that was what we were suppose to do.

I wish I could go back to time.