Kisses

Happy Valentine's Day!

I am here to apologize. For not blogging in such a long time!

For a sudden, I have the urge to blog after reading this beautiful blog by this man Jason Lee

Yes, you guys should check it out! He has two beautiful girls and his photography is just astonishing.

I've been dying to learn photography but my parents think it's a waste of time.

Oh gee, they would never get it. *sigh*

Anyways, today is Valentine's Day. Yes, nothing special. Any ordinary Tuesdays with a pinch of love and a multiple couples everywhere. Not to mention ROSES. Oh, how I die to get them.

Ha- nawwww, just kidding. I was talking about hoping to receive a bouquet.. or maybe just one piece of rose to Rick. But no doubt, it did not happen. No one wanted me as their Valentine.

Heeee, it's alright. I shall be blogging to waste time.

School was a bore. Because nothing much happened. 'Oh thanks, Captain Obvious!'

Yes, a bunch of homework piling up my table and I just can't be bothered to put my pen down. Just so exhausted! From endless school work to volleyball practices. Not to mention the up-coming event/performance :- MAHSA's annual dinner. GAH.

Guess what?! Someone decided to sell me his iPhone 3Gs for 200! YES, I WANT IT. THANK YOU SO MUCH! Oh, I just want/need a smart phone. My reloads are costing me a fortune. Yes, I use to that word - FORTUNE.

Anyways, I'm not gonna deny that I'm a big spender. I just have endless needs. WHY?! Though, I try to control myself. But I can't help it!

Like this! I saw one exactly like that in full black and less by one inch. It's branded and costs 80 Bucks. To-die-for, no?

Yumm ;D

JoJo - Disaster

In Your Arms - Kina Grannis (Official Music Video)

What Is Love?

Yeah , you :)

What's this we call love? What's this love we know that makes us fall tipsy over and downhill like no one's business? We often drown ourselves in this 'Love' and numb ourselves and believe what we want to. We want chocolates, flowers, dinner dates, sex and so and people nowadays often forgets what's love all about.

Love is not just about two people wanting to get into each other's pants.

It's not like movies, or story books. Not everybody's love has a happy ending. No, that's not love. Love is when one cares endlessly for someone. When they care about the other more than for themselves. When one understands what they need to give in order to make the other happy. When one is always around to pick you up when you fall down down down.. When one thinks of your happiness means more than the world to them.

That's love.

Love means a tablespoon of sacrifice, a handful of happiness, a kg of understanding, a bottle of thoughts and a pinch of sadness. Of course no 'Love' is 100% packed with good. Without a little bit of bad we wouldn't learn. We wouldn't know. We often make mistakes, but we ought to learn from it. Not repeat it tremendous amount of times. If that happens, it's gonna lead to more fights and soon enough, one shall fall out of love, give up and end that special thing we call love will banish.

I'm not just saying about a relationship. I'm talking about families, friends, siblings, and god knows who.

Love is about respect. You don't just go around fooling with feelings and leave.

Even when all things fail, in life, your relationship totally sucked, you lost your job, your wife or husband left, your kid turned into some druggie, God loves you and you should do whatever it takes to get back up. Even if no one is there to be around to pick you up. You should always know that God is there for you. Obviously, it's not easy and you might be thinking

'Hey, you're just a 15 year old kid, shut the *bleep* up'

. Just think about it.

Love can make your whole world filled with rainbows and candies and just full with joy. But don't go tearing it down for the other person. Even if your life isn't as good, as happy, you don't have to go around tearing other people's happiness. That's pure selfish. Why don't you find back your own little set of water colors and paint it back yourself. That's way happier, seeing your masterpiece. Or you can add a little of yourself into that person's world.

Don't be selfish, share some love and kindness to people who needs it, and someday when you're in need, someone would be there for you and give you a hand. Be grateful for who you are and for everything, all the love you get. In return give some back. Not just by saying or showing it for the sake of it. But from the bottom of your heart. You'll feel happier.

I promise ♥

Stereo Hearts

Hey, long time no blog.

I'm still sitting for my PMR. Yeah, two more papers and I'm done! But yeah since it's been so long since I've blogged so yeah I'm back. Life's been good. Kinda. Actually, it's been quite crappy till two weeks ago? Maybe??

I miss blogging. Yes, I really do. I miss writing, too. I just had no time for anything.. I didn't want distractions and yeah. But WOOOO. So what should I blog about? OH YES, I still am THIS short. I didn't grow. My dad insults me all the time. Yeah, I'm not sure why he likes doing that to me, but hey, I got genes. Wanna blame? Blame it on while I was still a sperm swimming into my mom.

What the fudge.

~O

I never get why people could be so insensitive at times.

Yes, I don't get how you can always push faults and blame me for stupid things which you do too.

So, why do you go all pointing-out-my-mistakes-and-bad-stuff and you can ignore me anytime and just do whatever you want.

I'm not your little robot punching bag -.-

I got slushied

You are my sunshine.

How long was it since I posted here? Yes, weeks? Anyways, my grades were bad this term. So much has happened and I don't even know if I should blog here. My cousins are a bunch of spoiled but cute kids. Yes, they are pretty much spoiled. They get whatever they want even when they are told not to they'd find a way to do things and get what they want.

I am bored. Kill me

Hey Monday - Candles

Texting Etiquette

The Climb

I look funny.

So it's been weeks since I've blogged any shit. Correct, and there was alot of shit going on. Still is. Uncle Patrick's home to stay now. Not going back to China with his family. The clan expanded. Home got alot noisier and crazy. But the good thing was everyone's here together.

I don't know what to be more annoyed about. My life lately or my major exam in the year ends. I need to start doing something because there isn't any more time to lose.

I've been so down lately. No one quite notice that. I try to smile and laugh and be crazy but deep inside? I'm pretty hurt. I'm pretty sad. I'm pretty depressed. You don't try to understand how I feel. When it's not my problem you'd be mean to me. Hurting me inside in a way, no one knows or understands. I have feelings too you know? Not that you wanna rant and rage you could bring it all to me. I could listen to you talk and stuff I'd always be here for you. I swear, but you gotta understand me. You always give me the 'Okay, it's my fault' treatment, what can I do?

School. I got hated by girls who don't know me. Saying I'm fake. Don't make judgements if you don't know anything. Never make fucked up conclusions when you didn't even look at the procedures.