Tuesday, May 31, 2011

~O


I never get why people could be so insensitive at times.
Yes, I don't get how you can always push faults and blame me for stupid things which you do too.
So, why do you go all pointing-out-my-mistakes-and-bad-stuff and you can ignore me anytime and just do whatever you want.
I'm not your little robot punching bag -.-



Thursday, May 26, 2011

I got slushied

You are my sunshine.


How long was it since I posted here? Yes, weeks? Anyways, my grades were bad this term. So much has happened and I don't even know if I should blog here. My cousins are a bunch of spoiled but cute kids. Yes, they are pretty much spoiled. They get whatever they want even when they are told not to they'd find a way to do things and get what they want.


I am bored. Kill me

Saturday, May 14, 2011

The Climb

I look funny.

So it's been weeks since I've blogged any shit. Correct, and there was alot of shit going on. Still is. Uncle Patrick's home to stay now. Not going back to China with his family. The clan expanded. Home got alot noisier and crazy. But the good thing was everyone's here together.

I don't know what to be more annoyed about. My life lately or my major exam in the year ends. I need to start doing something because there isn't any more time to lose.

I've been so down lately. No one quite notice that. I try to smile and laugh and be crazy but deep inside? I'm pretty hurt. I'm pretty sad. I'm pretty depressed. You don't try to understand how I feel. When it's not my problem you'd be mean to me. Hurting me inside in a way, no one knows or understands. I have feelings too you know? Not that you wanna rant and rage you could bring it all to me. I could listen to you talk and stuff I'd always be here for you. I swear, but you gotta understand me. You always give me the 'Okay, it's my fault' treatment, what can I do?

School. I got hated by girls who don't know me. Saying I'm fake. Don't make judgements if you don't know anything. Never make fucked up conclusions when you didn't even look at the procedures.