Dead crap.

I feel so so noobish. I couldn't believe how I'm feeling now. Well, tomorrow's competition & I'm so black. Stupid Yuet Nam was teasing me.. Nigga.. Nigga!? =.= I feel so emooo! Bleak. My whole life's falling apart. I am still thinking. STILL THINKING!!!? Gawd.. I really don't know what to do. I really want someone to help me. Yeaah, but everyone'd be like.. No one could help you!! Swt..

I hadn't study and I just can't? I couldn't study.. with all the kawad competitions and the mess I'm in.. (or still in?) Well, I have to focus. I can't be like that! JANE!! YOU CAN DO IT! I couldn't believe it. LOL. Lately, I'm like.. quiet at home. I don't really talk much. I'm too carried away with the radio in the car. I don't bother much of what people're talking.

Deal with it. I'm so black.=.= Under the sun today like from 7.30 morning till 3! Like.. SUN SUN SUN!!! I felt like dying. Faint.=.= I couldn't even do the 'formasi' and well.. my leg muscles hurt. Pulling.! My heels were hurting. Everything was messy. Felt like dying. Haha.. I got headache. Ginnie cried. Headache.

I wanna join back dancing! Hehe.. Anything! But just, dancing. I'm not really a dancer but haha. shh xD retarded. Thankies to Synn-Synn.. Made me wanna dance again xD Lala.. Smiles.. Well.. try la.. Have to study hard. work hard. Practise hard.

Well, I'm so lame and boring, wouldn't wanna waste your time. Haha.. Nights. Janey(: