Crushed.

It's not like I want it.

It's not that at all.

I feel so bad now, no one understands.

Everyone has their own problems, yeah.

It's like threatening.

I still miss you dearly.

Each and everyday.

It gets harder and harder.

I guess I just have to bear with it.

Besides, it's not like we wanted it.

Whatever happens, I'll try to stay strong and be happy..

on the outside.

In the inside?

Oh, it's like an empty black space.

It hurts.

And on Facebook?

My aunts are like apparently frigging free to read all my stuff and CALL my dad.

It got worst.

I just don't know what to do..

It hurts so badly.

No one understands.

Dear you.

I hope you're OK.

I know you're upset and very very depressed about it

But I promise that nothing will change in the inside.

No one's gonna stop me from loving you.

I swear.

Horn-y

Haha, it was a long long day. RAWR.

Hey you, Yeah you!

I miss you.

Yeah you must be thinking I'm mad but apparently I'm NOT.

Lately there's stalkers and creepy guys in school. They effing scare me. Like seriously? I'm really scared. It scares me. No offence? Yeah knowing people likes me yeah it's nice to know but THEY are over and THEY should BACK OFF. Like seriously, get a life. You have no idea how irritating YOU GUYS are. Beat it, assholes. Scam.

Ian's getting naughtier. Beat bad boy. I chased him all around just to make him eat a spoon of porridge!

Isn't he just SO cute?

I'm addicted to love songs. It's just so SWEET! Like sugar. Only sweeter.

I'm stubborn and hyper.

ALL AT ONCE.

How lovely hmm?

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long time.

Christ! Its been so long since I blogged! Anyways, ALOT ALOT ALOT of crap happened. i was banned from the internet and all because i got in trouble. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

I was frustrated, couldn't stop crying. Yeah yeah, hysterical. BOO.

But I'm all okay now. Alot has happened, like canteen day?

Okay, there wasn't much that happened lately. Though Sze, Carmen and afew of us played 'Pi Sian' (pencil spirit). Yeah, asked questions about something and wells, some did turn out okay but mostly made me worried. This teacher made an anouncement about us playing the thing and she said it's dangerous and we might get possessed. Yeah, we stopped playing it already. Yeah, it's the month of the hungry ghost festival. I feel restless. Ha Ha.

I'm being really unreasonable lately. Insecure. I know to you maybe it's bullshit but I just.. RAWR! Get me??

Yaya. Pfft xP

I wish time could pass faster. Sometimes it pasts fast, sometimes? It's ultimate slow. I wish time would pass in a blink of an eye. Ya ya.

It's a black post.