Flowers

 Amateur photographer. 

Don't laugh okay? All I have is a 5 megapixel phone. 

I've been dying for a camera and I think it's coming true, soon. 

This is Beef Bolognese Penne Pasta from Irish. 

I'm not a food critique but I dislike it. A lot. 

This pasta gave me two days of tummy ache and it was hell. As you know I have a sensitive stomach so yeah, I doubt I'll be going back there ever again. 

I do not own this Okay?

I just love how pretty it is. The colours and all. I don't get how anyone could paint this well especially with water colours. The ratio of the paint to the water is just off for me. I never really get it. When I try to paint like that, I always end up ruining my art block making it shed. I'm such a terrible artist.

 Boo freakin' hoo.

I can't wait for my exams to be done with. I'm so exhausted. My back hurts and I'm just dying from all these work. I can't wait for the holidays and I'm sure I'll be saying the opposite maybe after 3 weeks of holidays. I planned out a list of things to do already but always doesn't go by it in the end. Sucks to be me. I planned my work out days already. Everyday I'll try to do some thread-mill and some bicycle to tone up my legs. My  legs are the worst part of my body. Yes, I accept the fact that God (and my parents -.-) gave me this 'beautiful' body but yes, no one is perfect. I just want to look and feel better that's all. No matter how your body look like, nobody deserves to be treated differently just because you are too fat or too thin. There are no such thing as that. I understand that we, yes everyone of us, have our own imperfections and insecurities. I will be the first to admit that. I just want to give a little motivation to those who read me blog who has issues on how they look. I myself have issues with my legs but I'm reaching out to make it better instead of (just) always ranting about it. I sound so stupid.

Secondly, I want to work more. I have a stable job for the holidays and my job is quite flexible. Yay me! I just need more students. I have a big goal to reach. MY CAMERA! I can finally act like a pro and bring it everywhere! How exciting?! Of course, I ain't the only one who's paying everything. I talked my parents into it (well, mostly my dad). They said that I must pay $800 of the share and they will pay the rest and that is a DONE DEAL. Heh, you guys can see my better quality pictures on my blog yay! I can't wait. I'm being so ecstatic! I still have tons to learn but the thought of it just makes me happy. 

Thirdly, Christmas! Every child's best time of the year. Although I wasn't brought up celebrating Christmas every year but I just love the jolly season. I mean who doesn't? The malls would be nicely decorated and things would be on sale. I love walking around looking at things I can't afford to buy. I know, I am ridiculous but it's just nice. The great thing about this year is that I have a new thing looking forward to; my camera! YAY! That could be my Christmas present from my parents! I don't really care if I got it earlier or whatever. I just get so ecstatic with the thoughts of that. 

Goodnight.

Never ending needs

Okay more like never ending wants. As much as I hate to say.. All of us are greedy when it comes to materials. I am. Sometimes. Okay.. Most of the times. Only because they keep coming up with better things. The good thing is that I don't need to have the most updated thing, i just pick the ones I could relate too. Lately, I've been saving up for :

» make up brushes (God knows how pricey they are.)

» a freakin new camera. I love photography. Not that I'm good at it. I don't even own a compact camera. Wtf.

» an awesome paper wallet. Don't know what it is? Well it's wallet made out of paper, duh! Its tear and water resistant. Its also very slim. Perfect for school as my wallet is super buldgey.

So far, this 3 are my tops. I love them so much I'm dying to save my allowance.

Rose.

Tadaaaa. Could anyone help me find out who's it from?

Guess what guys? I got a stork of rose today. How odd. For Valentine's? If it is, thanks but super late. That was what Rick said. Either ways I was very surprised. Somehow, happy that I mean something to someone. I spent the whole day trying to guess who it was from with the help of Sher Main and Becca.

Oh gosh, my phone is f*cked. I need a new phone asap. :( My contacts and all are screwed with all the battery problems. It drives me insane. I'm using my super old phone the pink Sony Ericsson flip. I don't get why the battery is always the problem. Not just my phones, most of the phones nowadays are having bad batteries. Someone better invent something new and yeah like Steve Jobs or Bill Gates, they get famous and earn tons of money-just by designing a super-saver battery. How awesome would that be? Save tons of money from changing batteries. Last words in the end - I NEED A NEW PHONE.

So, yesterday after school I went back to grandma's right? The first thing Ian gave me when I got home was a cheery smile and a warm hug. Yeah, literally WARM cuz he was playing and sweating a little. Eww but cute. Grandma forgotten to buy my lunch so she boiled some eggs and and ate eggs with bread. She made an extra egg for Ian. We're egg fanatic! I gave him this Transformers keychain. He was super happy! He kept laughing and jumping around, awww. He's super adorable, I JUST WANNA SQUISH HIM TO DEATH! GAHAHAHA. No, Aunt Chloe would kill me. Literally. When it was time for him to take a shower, he refuse to because I was still here. Excuses. He said 'Ka-Jie, I don't want to shower now. Later you go home ady then how?' *sad face* But, I managed to convince him to shower by promising that I won't go until he's done. He went up and about 10 minutes later my dad came to pick me up. He saw me walking out from my grandma's window and he called me but I obviously couldn't hear him so I just left, grandma told me he was upset and said 'Ka-Jie bluff people-one.' That was the guilt I felt :( Today he was okay, not pissed at me or anythin. Laughed and played with me.

'Ian, you love me or you love Marsha more?'

'Heheheheh, you' *grinnnn

'AWWWW :D okay do you love me or Rick more?'

'Hmm hmmm you!'

And Aunt Chloe asked 'You love Ka-jie or me more?'

*PAUSED*

'KA-JIE!!'

How cute is that? I love that bond I have with him :)