Keep it up

I recently just tried Wonka's Sweet Tarts and it is A-MAH-ZEEENG. I just don't get how all his sweets are so good. Good to a point that I wouldn't even mind getting diabetes. 

I know, stop laughing at me for being such a noob :( His sweets are pricey in Malaysia but it's worth it. Worth the sugar.

GAH, I can't wait for the holidays now! Damn it. I have so much to do, I planned so many things and I just hope that this time I could really stick to my so-called schedule or planner or whatever you call it. 

Holiday Plans:

1. Get a hair cut.
2. Get those hair extension highlights which cost like $30
3. Study and revise my F4 syllabus 
4. Get MY CAMERA
5. Work more and work harder
6. Go on road trips
7. Hang out with le girls
8. Get another hair cut
9. Go to the gym. Yes, I am fat.
10. Read a book or two

That's like what any of us would want but it's the matter of fact of keeping it up. I'm looking forward most for my camera. It's just the thought of crystal clear and beautiful pictures that makes me so excited! My collection of cameras. One by one. See, I'm getting all ecstatic just by typing it out.

Lomo camera - Diana F++

I got my maths paper back today and surprisingly I passed it. Me. A math dumbass. I am proud of myself and also even though someone special to me did not pass, I'm still very proud of her. I mean it. Yes, if you're reading this, know that I love you dearly (PSH, even no matter how much you annoy me at times). You're someone I can be super comfortable telling 'stuffs' to. Hmm mm :)

Besties For Life. 

Cereal Killer

Okay, so I bought a box of Cheerio's and when I came out of the shower, I saw mum pouring my Cheerio's into a jar for me to put in my room so that I could nibble on some when I feel hungry. I was like 'AAAAWWWWWWW'! Isn't she just the sweetest? :3

Look at my dog, such a poser. 

Oh, Stop it you!

Yeah, give me all the freaking chicken sticks.

Hell, naaw.

 

Like I said, I don't have a camera so bear with my phone.

Okay meet my best friend. I have to say we do have a lot in common and our personalities are kinda alike, so I guess this is how we click. Hmm. You'll hear more about her.

I don't know why I put Tanner below her. 

I should've put MY picture. Isn't he just A-MAH-ZEEEENGGG?! His gorgeous face, sweet eyes and hot looking hair makes me wanna go all NOMNOMNOMZ on him. No, stop thinking dirty you guys. He's just really amazing. DO CHECK HIM OUT. 

Link: TannerPatrick

Went out on a lunch date with my dad. He brought me to The Garden Cafe AT The Gardens. No it's not literally under them. Just the name coincidentally. Anyway, I ordered Aglio-Aglio. Yeah, it's not spicy. The salad wasn't good and the carrots were okay. So basically we fine-dined for the nice view. 

Know what I mean? Dad ordered Fish n' Chips. Not a fan of it and I ain't that into heaty things. 

Hurrah! Exams are finally gone and out but the worry of my results just begun. I can't officially say that it's gone totally but just the unimportant ones are left like art. Okay, art IS important for me but yeah, I don't have to really pick up a book and read. Basically, I was free and bored to a point I google-d my name. Awkward isn't it? I didn't find anything interesting, though. Just random things about other Jane's. Oh, I did saw my blog :D It's a good thing isn't it? It's a boring Monday evening. Nothing much to do. Not planning to go to school but got blackmailed by two teachers. Economic's and Accounts.

Okay, very anticipated about my camera but my only dilemma now is that my phone's being really jacked up and I think I need a new phone. As you know I don't have that much cash/money (yeah, either ways its the same) So, I kinda need your help to help me vote. I'm going to set up a poll. I've been dying for a camera so badly. I don't know why but it just feels super important to me but at the same time, I also need a new phone. So it's either one. Why can't I be rich-errrr. Sad soul.

I just watched some horror film on FMX (or whatever channel that was on). It's called 'When a Stranger Calls'. This show is just awkward. It stars Camilla Belle. Basically she was a babysitter, for a rich couple. They live in a mansion. Literally a big mansion. Left their two kids with a new babysitter and went out for dinner. Oh okay, next Camilla received some weird phone call from some random stranger and she calls the cops and begins running all around the freaking house just to find who the hell's calling her. She went around and found a dead house-keeper, a dead best-friend and a weird man hiding on the ceiling in the kids' room. How epic is that? So the weird man starts chasing her all around the house breaking vases and finally they battled for like 10 to 15 minutes and Camilla finally stabs his hand with some sharp thingy. She ran out of the house and the police caught up to her and brought her to a hospital. She woke up and walked out of her room to find that the whole damn hospital was empty and suddenly the phone rings (yeah, you must be thinking not again.). She went back to her room and the man was behind her and she wakes up on her bed going all insane. YAY! 'Happy ending' not to say anything but seriously? Who in the world does this? Calls and stalks a random person and you should be ashamed if you are a grown man.

Shame on you. 

Meet Le Furby.

Not to forget, my sister have been dreaming about this little thing since weeks ago and she agreed to pay half the share of it. 

This is how it looks like :D I'm excited too! I remember how they use to have the classic ones when I was a kid. They sold it everywhere! McDonalds' free toy for the set and yeah it was really fun yet creepy at the same time. They speak Furbish and has a mind of its own.

Find out more about them in here : Furby 

Last but not least. I isn't her just SO KAWAII?! While my sister is away with her Furby, I figured out why not spend a little time with him. Yes by that I mean putting him on my table while I blog. Shh, let's keep it between you and I.

Flowers

 Amateur photographer. 

Don't laugh okay? All I have is a 5 megapixel phone. 

I've been dying for a camera and I think it's coming true, soon. 

This is Beef Bolognese Penne Pasta from Irish. 

I'm not a food critique but I dislike it. A lot. 

This pasta gave me two days of tummy ache and it was hell. As you know I have a sensitive stomach so yeah, I doubt I'll be going back there ever again. 

I do not own this Okay?

I just love how pretty it is. The colours and all. I don't get how anyone could paint this well especially with water colours. The ratio of the paint to the water is just off for me. I never really get it. When I try to paint like that, I always end up ruining my art block making it shed. I'm such a terrible artist.

 Boo freakin' hoo.

I can't wait for my exams to be done with. I'm so exhausted. My back hurts and I'm just dying from all these work. I can't wait for the holidays and I'm sure I'll be saying the opposite maybe after 3 weeks of holidays. I planned out a list of things to do already but always doesn't go by it in the end. Sucks to be me. I planned my work out days already. Everyday I'll try to do some thread-mill and some bicycle to tone up my legs. My  legs are the worst part of my body. Yes, I accept the fact that God (and my parents -.-) gave me this 'beautiful' body but yes, no one is perfect. I just want to look and feel better that's all. No matter how your body look like, nobody deserves to be treated differently just because you are too fat or too thin. There are no such thing as that. I understand that we, yes everyone of us, have our own imperfections and insecurities. I will be the first to admit that. I just want to give a little motivation to those who read me blog who has issues on how they look. I myself have issues with my legs but I'm reaching out to make it better instead of (just) always ranting about it. I sound so stupid.

Secondly, I want to work more. I have a stable job for the holidays and my job is quite flexible. Yay me! I just need more students. I have a big goal to reach. MY CAMERA! I can finally act like a pro and bring it everywhere! How exciting?! Of course, I ain't the only one who's paying everything. I talked my parents into it (well, mostly my dad). They said that I must pay $800 of the share and they will pay the rest and that is a DONE DEAL. Heh, you guys can see my better quality pictures on my blog yay! I can't wait. I'm being so ecstatic! I still have tons to learn but the thought of it just makes me happy. 

Thirdly, Christmas! Every child's best time of the year. Although I wasn't brought up celebrating Christmas every year but I just love the jolly season. I mean who doesn't? The malls would be nicely decorated and things would be on sale. I love walking around looking at things I can't afford to buy. I know, I am ridiculous but it's just nice. The great thing about this year is that I have a new thing looking forward to; my camera! YAY! That could be my Christmas present from my parents! I don't really care if I got it earlier or whatever. I just get so ecstatic with the thoughts of that. 

Goodnight.

Love stands for hurt.

Me, at the CHS Prom :)

It took ages for TK to upload them.

Don't you feel that the more you love, the more it hurts? Yeah, that makes sense. So today at school, not a good day. NOT a good day. I got my English marks ; 80% NOT GOOD.

Somehow lately I'm really emotional. Yeah , emotional pains. Maybe it was because of that day? I got blamed just for buying a book for my cousin. Which I have no idea how it got torn. Somehow, I got blamed for not checking it properly. And somehow, I don't really know why is all these crap happening. I mean, literally why do I deserve it? x.x Not fair. This world is UNFAIR.

Secondly, my fucking grades are dropping. I gotta start picking up my books.

Yeah, I mean it. Somehow.

I wish I had a time machine so I could go back in time when I was a little kid staying at home playing 'masak-masak' with my imaginary friend which I forgotten. Like, literally I had little moving cars. Which was big to me at that time and now, that I'm really big. I have a hard time fitting my ass into little rides at Toys 're Us.

I find that embarrassing yet upsetting :/

Know what's worst, having ER HAU asking if I was having hormone imbalance.

Now, what the fuck, what does hormones gotta do with like, this period of my life.

Maybe it is, but yeah, like what the hell right?

I couldn't sleep well, I woke up with tears all over my face and eye sore with a blurry vision which was creepy.

I ish lacking of blood. x.x

God, I wish a vampire would come and drain out my blood. Save all the trouble for dying.

It's like doing double deeds, I fed the vampire and I would stop living here in misery.

Tadaaaaa~

I wish to end my miserable life once and for all.

Loves.