A beautiful mess.

Ain't my 'photography' awesome? :) I love this picture

Oh this tart is just tempting me.

Oh hello!

I love this Ms. Selfridge dress! But sadly it's really expensive. It cost like $240+. ZOMG right?

Meet Graceeeeyyy! Nah, it's just Grace! Yeah, I got stuck in that dress for at least 10 minutes!

Indeed. I needed her to pull it off my fatness!

Oh my beautiful cloth rose :)

This is my cousin, Ian. Isn't he cute? Mr. Lotso was almost his height :) So adorable.

This was taken last month of Kylie's birthday. Yes, meet my 'husband', Siew Wen and my 'son', Upin. I know. The expression on my face is just priceless.

GROUP PICTOOOO :D

My honey and I :D

My current obsession! Dream Catchers!

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A Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz 

This song's just so beautiful, like I just wanna slow dance to this.

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Oh hello :) Didn't see you over there. Oh, I'm kidding. So how are you guys? Sorry that you can't answer my question. I removed my cbox or whatever you call it. It was getting really annoying with those lame websites trying to promote themselves on my chatbox and I got spammed by unknown sources. Anyway, I've been really busy lately. Getting my homework done. Ms. Liew just started giving us homework on mythology. Ahh, the blood and soul of the ancient society. O-Kay, that did not just make sense. I find myself being really into all these history. It's really interesting reading about the Gods and Godess' and their magic and those crazy creatures that you'd only see or read about in movies. I hope they were real. It'll be really cool if they really were. Well, I do believe some of them were true.

So, finals are coming up and I just started my tuition lessons, and I'm not trying to trash talk my old tuition centre! It's just this centre is nice :) Well, so far. Just 3 lessons but it's okay so far. The teacher's are quite nice there. Anyways, I get to see Grace every two nights of the week now. She gets to help me with Accounts, which I'm SO BAD AT. ZOMG, prepare to fail this shit! But please, whatever it is I SHOULD PASS my Economics! Or I'd be chewed into pieces and die and be a failure for the rest of my life!

GAWD, I'M SO SLEEPY! No, I should be more energized. But I don't know how due to the LACK OF FRIGGING SLEEP. Somehow, lately I've been getting nightmares quite often. I just had one last night and it was really bad. (DOH, ITS A NIGHTMARE! WAY TO STATE THE OBVIOUS!) It was a killer 'clown' wells, I don't know if I could consider it a clown. It had bright red cheeks and long black hair. Brrrr, and there was a TV in the room playing a movie and it was about 'US', I don't remember who was in it but definitely there WERE people I know and not to forget.. ME :( And each time if we die IN the movie, we die real life :( OH MAI GAWD. ISN'T THAT JUST HORRIBLE?! I DON'T WANNA DIE, okay, lets not exaggerate :( 

Alright, God, please don't give me ANY MORE bad dreams. 

HALLELUJAH :D

Ariana Grande - Die In Your Arms cover (Justin Bieber)

What a beautiful cover :D I love her.

Sparks fly

One of the best guilty pleasures

A secret weapon to them 'depression' 

Oh I can't wait to watch this little bear! They say it's really good.

Sometimes. It doesn't like to go the way we want it to be. We just gotta walk away from the pain before it gets too deep.

Wish I could say the same. 

This year, I wanna be a better singer. LOL, what a lame dream but yeah, it's never too late right? :3 I HOPE SO!! So once again I blog about my love life, It's not that good. Uhuh, I don't know where to begin?! Oh why not from the fact that 'he' just walked away.. without really considering about me. He wants to move on.. and the only way he can do it is to avoid and ignore me. Yes, spare me my life from this monstrosity! Lols, yeah I got that line from Bohemian Rhapsody! I know, fits wells, uhm.. that particular lyric. SO we were basically so close and now we're like strangers again. Ouch right? But yeah, life goes on. Shall put one foot out now. 

Not sure if edible, or just pure colouring. :O

Life's far off too confusing. Why can't we make it simple? I wish.. I could make a difference. 

Intimate my ass.

 I love this beach like summer dress :D SO SO SO PRETTY!

 Another pretty dress. This one is from Bershka <3

You are not my sunshine, my only sunshine..

Hey guys. I'm really tired. Don't know what happened but lately, too many things happened. I feel so lost and crappy. Maybe its just menstruation but yeah. Boo hoo :( Anyways, I regret buying Intimate. The suckiest pad brand ever. IT LEAKS =.= I stained chairs and all. *hashtag depression. Gah, why am I so silly?? :(

A pretty smile beneath a sad heart. 

Oh, it's just period. LOL.

Anyways, tomorrow we would have a family trip. A one day trip to Malacca. I can't wait to get away from the crazy city. Go out of town, have some good food, take some pictures and be happy. Eat some bloody Cendol and all. And Thursday, we would carry on to Ipoh to visit a family friend. Don't know what's good there but yeah, can't wait! :D

Pimple. Fuck you

I'm out. 

Hot crossed buns!

Isn't this so cute?! Piggy buns!

I got this picture from my Aunt's trip to Hong Kong. 

So, I've been having a busy schedule on alot of activities. Kinda tired of planning and thinking of it. Additional problem, my EYE! It's swollen. As disgusting as it sounds its like a little pimple there. To avoid looking like some fucked up person, I wore shades. Everywhere I go. Shades on. Even in the mall. Yeah, people DO look at me like a weirdo. One guy even passed by me and asked his friends if it was very sunny. I literally yelled at him to fuck off. Haha. Laughs!

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I kinda drafted this post that night because I was beyond tired. Anyways, I feel that my life is really boring nowadays. Although I don't want much excitement, life's really dreading me. All I ever do now is plan things, rehearse and hang out with friends. Not to brag, but this holiday is one of the most busy one. Friends texting me 24/7 asking me to go out. Besides hanging out ( More like throwing my cash away :'( ), I have to practice band with Nic and Lloyd. Though we're not that good, I could be honest, we aren't that bad either. Haha. So, my birthday is coming up! Okay, not so soon but yeah two weeks time? :D *GLEEEEE Yeah! I'm so happy that I'm finally 16 BUT there's a part of me that don't wanna grow up. Let's say, I'm more of a baby beyond a baby. Pfft, I'm precious! Oh, I'm just kidding!

Okay let's talk about my eye. IT'S STILL HERE! GAH :( SAD. I took some medicine it did work but meh, still here ;( I WANNA CRAIIII. I gotta look like a fool wearing shades in the mall. :( So sad. 

You guys want the second part of the story?

Elizabeth left both Jason and Mitch. She didn't want no triangle love. She didn't want to hurt anyone. But she was just tired of everything. She needs time alone from all of the mess she caused. She broke up with Jason.  She wanted to escape this world that is filled with anger and pain. She hates the world for throwing all these at her.. 

Okay, grandma wants me to leave now =.= Damn. Sorry! Continue tonight!

Carly Rae Jepsen - Call Me Maybe

I love this song! It's super catchy and cute! Perfect flirt song <3

CHUPS.

I have this! YUMMEH <3

Oh hello there. Long time no blog. It's been more than half a month of dreadful exams. I'm finally free! Okay not exactly, but I'm prepared for the two week of never-ending fun! The worst test was Accounts. Know why? I have absolutely ZERO clue on it. I think I did quite a terrible job this term. Can't wait to DAIIIII! :'(

Basically everyone in class kinda cheated. Passing notes and whispering to each other haha 4k2 is the best class ever.

I haven't really been updating my blog so first of all, thousand apologies! Secondly, life hasn't been putting on rainbows on me. So yeah. I won't exactly tell you guys what but I have a little story.

Elizabeth was just 13 when she met Jason. They did not exactly hit off when they met but as time passed they became from strangers to friends, friends to best friends and finally best friends to everything they could imagine. They were the sweetest couple alive until one night when Elizabeth got jealous over a little incident. She ignored Jason for the night and she wanted to apologize for her attitude last night but it was too later. Jason broke up with her. She begged and cried and did whatever she could to save what they shared for the past 2 months. It wasn't a long period of time but it was definitely one of the best moments she had. Time stood in and she began to move on. Somehow, no matter how hard she tries, yes, in a way she did move on but deep inside her heart still beats for Jason. Jason moved on to Sabrina. A bitch. He told Elizabeth he was happily in love with Sabrina. He had no idea how much he hurt her. He poached her heart, stake it right through her heart. After a year or so, she continued to mask her pain and lived with it soon she found Will. Will and Elizabeth didn't really work out after 6 months. Slowly, Jason realized that he still loves Elizabeth and they took it slow. A step at a time and soon enough their relationship bloomed. Their relationship together was just so special. They're crazy together. Happy as ever. But it wasn't long till Jason began to screw up. He mistreated her. She waits up for his calls every night and in return, he would lie to her saying he's doing work but ends up gaming. Leaves her hanging through messages, blames her.. and soon enough it all turns into heartbreaks and trust fades away. Just then another guy came into her life, his name is Mitch. He is the most determined thing ever.    He was there for Elizabeth when she was troubled. When she needed help, when she was as down as dirt, he was also there. Elizabeth soon began to doubt. Her relationship with Jason, is it gone? Is there no point of return? Has she not given enough chances for getting hurt over and over again? Mitch soon fell for Elizabeth and things are getting more and more confused...

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You guys crave for more?

Leave a comment! 

Anyways, sorry I can't upload pictures from my phone, as you see this isn't my laptop so yeah :) 

I'll post it all when I get a new lappie!

Enchanted.

Tali Ho.

This is Paul.

 Paul is gay. Happy gay.

It's been ages since I've blogged. I know. Do you guys miss me? :D Kidding. So, exams are next week and I decided to blog - a short one maybe :) Blogspot changed so much and I guess it shall take time getting used to it. Any ways, I guess I'll just fail everything next week. I didn't really study.. guess I would really fail :( and I got some last minute help from Leo. I guess that WOULD help.. maybe a little. But still, what if I don't do well? Okay, I should really stop over-thinking. 

Spending my whole day home doing some revision and it's hot. Crazy hot. Malaysia weather is just horrible. It's so humid. Why can't it snow *sad face* ?? Gah. It's burning. Pictures. I'm starting to put in less picture now because my old laptop's dead and gone. So it would take time for me to get use to this one. My dad's. He intends to give it to me but he needs to get a new one first. I'm okay with that. I still have my phone :) And iPod.

ASDFGHJKL

I'll come back when I have some ideas on what to blog about. 

Cheerios :D

Maroon 5 - Payphone (Lyric Video) ft. Wiz Khalifa

I love this song. It's so nice :)
If happy ever after did exist