whatever.

I guess I was pretty stupid hoping that he'd come.

I waited. Waited and waited..

You didn't show up.

Thanks, Chuun. You lost. He DIDN'T..

Whatever.

I don't care..

Why am I such a pooper?

I mean, I should understand he's busy, tired etc etc..

But, I guess I'm just being sensitive and demanding.

Pretty much a bitch.

I feel bad.

I don't wanna end up like this, but everything just made me not vulnerable.

But think again..

I'm quite stupid for looking at the window or staircase every 5 seconds.

Turning my head everywhere incase you might pop out

Or? I don't know.. I went to 100 Yen and memories just popped out, flash backs..

I saw the packet of lollipop and I thought of getting it but I didn't have enough money..

I wanted to cry like everytime YOU came to my mind..

It's like a knife stabbing me..

It has been 2 weeks since I've talked to you..

It's torture seeing you ONLINE but I can't say a word to you.

I've promised my parents I wouldn't do it.

I need a break.

My smile disappear after I finished my plate of food and not seeing you.

I decided to leave.

I just don't know anything anymore..

I'm confused.

I'm tired.

I'm exhausted.

I'm depressed.

I'm just done..

I Love You♥